Splendor Blinding

Dry Erase Calendar

2012-01-01T08:35:00.001-07:00

Again, inspired by Pinterest and with the abundance of time these days (winter break ends tomorrow), I decided to take on this dry erase calendar project.

I modified it to work with the frame I had. I found an 8x10" frame on sale at Staples for $4. In some ways, I wish I had found a larger frame. I wouldn't recommend doing this for anything smaller than 8x10" for the simple fact that it's more work. You have to measure out the space available for each square, which doesn't equal an easy 2x2" block as the original project suggests.

Supplies:

Frame (12x16" would work best)

Paint chips (choose your favorite colors)

Glue ( I used a scrapbooking glue stick, but even Elmer's would work)

Dry erase marker

Cut paint chips to the size needed. I cut and measured everything before I glued them down. I just used the paper already found inside of the frame to glue the chips down. If the frame does not come with one, you will need a sturdy piece of paper to glue all of the paint chips together.

I love how easy it is to change the calendar! It's a nice decorative piece. You can also add embellishments to the days of the week, since those are standard. I left them blank for now and drew on the glass with the dry easer marker. I might go back in and design something more permanent on the actual tiles later.

First Christmas Together Ornament

2011-12-29T10:01:00.001-07:00

After perusing pins on Pinterest, I saw and loved an ornament idea, so I decided to make it for my lovely friend Jennifer who recently got married. I had saved her save the date card, wedding invitation, and little embellishments from the wedding day itself.

First take an empty ornament bulb. Be sure you can remove the top.Cut out the important details from the wedding invitations and any other documents you wish to preserve. I used decorative scissors to cut out each piece. Roll the pieces of paper along a pencil so they will slide into the ornament.

I bought this amazing glitter set from Martha Stewart. I chose the best colors that matched their invitation and poured an abundence of glitter! I have to admit, larger sized glitter works best.

Then I hot-glued the lid on top. After that, I added a red bow to finish the ornament! It was a lot of fun to make, and I didn't feel bad throwing away the wedding invitation afterwards. I knew the event was preserved and the couple will have a little token to remember their very first Christmas together!

It was super easy to make and inexpensive. The inspiration of others on Pinterest is incredible!

Some New Creative Sites I Love!

2011-11-20T21:16:00.000-07:00

I will be adding a couple of new websites under my Creative tab. These have been apps/websites I've been using as of late (especially with my new iPhone).

Pinterest: a social networking site that allows you to post images and repin images you find throughout the site. It's especially cool to see creative ideas from others (recipes, crafts, fun stuff all around). Think of Facebook's Pieces of Flair and take that to a superhero degree...that's Pinterest.

One side note with respect to the site: you do have to request an invite before you can sign up. In some ways, it toys with the inexplicable human desire for immediate gratification by making its users wait a day or so before actually getting account. Other than that, it's just an annoying little step...but creates a sort of V.I.P.-feel to the site and is well worth the wait. As far as I can tell, no one is denied a request to join.

The iPhone app hasn't been the greatest at always working. It seems to have several bugs that need to be worked out. When they are figured out, I think it will be an awesome site to use regularly via the app.

Next on the list is Instagram. This is by far, one of the best iPhone photo apps I've used. It is so much fun to apply the different filters with your shots. It helps make even the most inept photographer into a genius with just a few easy steps.

To take Instagram to the next step, you can go to StickyGram and turn your amazing photos into mini magnets. I can think of a million ways to use these cool little magnets (gift ideas, save-the-dates, business cards, or simply additional coolness to your fridge's massive magnet collection)!

These are the moments I truly love technology!

A Shift

2011-06-21T10:49:00.000-06:00

Since August of 2010, I have been working on a shift in my career path. This shift included going back to school to become a teacher. I did so by attending an alternative licensure program called TILA. Through the program, I attended classes, workshops, read, and wrote thousands of pages on educational pedagogies and methodologies. Anyone who's been a first year teacher knows that it comes with a lot of challenges: writing your first set of lesson plans for a section of a class, learning classroom management, and handling behavior problems. Did I mention learning how to cope when things aren't going as you planned and how to professionally respond to people and situations that are not always professional towards you? So combined with the challenges of the first year of teaching, I was juggling the ins and outs of TILA's graduate program. Needless to say, I did not have much time for anything else: blogging especially.

Now that I have completed the program and my work is under review for my license, I am happy to say the desire to blog has returned! To have some connectivity between now and my last post, I will include a link to the website I built compiling my work from this past year's TILA experience: my Final Portfolio. When I look back on this year, I am happy and thankful to say--it's DONE, I met a lot of amazing people who are working hard to educate our youth, I learned A LOT, and seriously...IT IS DONE!!

This year was seriously like trying to drink from a fire hydrant without drowning!

In an effort to retain some of the information and resources I learned about over the past 11 months, I have created several tabs on this blog. There is some overlap between the resources tabs (CREATIVE! and EDUCATION!) considering I am always looking for things in the "real world" to bring into my classroom. Which reminds me, I did not mention what I got my endorsement in: K-12 Visual Art. The classes I teach at The Academy Charter School are all technology-based Visual Arts courses (Junior High level Visual Presentations, Graphic Design, etc.). Therefore, a lot of my education resources are connected to either art or technology--or some combination of the two. I have also taken a huge interest in helping to stop cyberbullying among teens.

Other new things on this blog include my Twitter Feed, Facebook link, and YouTube Feed. I am especially proud of several of the videos I created this year for my school as well as for projects during TILA. If you have some time, and are interested, I suggest you check them out! I hope to add a lot more to the third tab on this page highlighting the places I've been, and things I've done over my lifetime. I want to add images and interactive components to that page, but it is still under construction.

As far as topics I will be blogging on in the future, I hope to share my upcoming traveling adventures to Central America (July 2011) and to Spain and France (March 2012). Although I've been to Central America on several occasions, I will be visiting some new places that I've missed on past trips. The Spain and France trip will be a totally new experience for me, and I am really looking forward to traveling with my school!

I am looking forward to returning to blogging! Thanks for reading and browsing through the new features of this blog!

Mila's Daydreams

2010-12-21T10:45:00.001-07:00

Grandpa Fred and Thankfulness

2010-11-23T07:49:00.000-07:00

With Thanksgiving on the horizon, a little perspective and thanksgiving is in need on this little blog of mine. On October 31, 2010 my Grandpa Fred went to join God's party up in heaven, and as difficult as it's been to lose him, there were some pretty beautiful things that happened with his passing.

Through this whole process of getting older, it has really opened my eyes to how important it is to stay close to your family. I mean, I'm someone who is already very close to my family (both immediate and extended), and I realized that without this closeness, the death of my grandpa would have felt like an impossible "part of life" without the rest of my family. Moreover, had I not invested my time with my family, I wouldn't have all of these wonderful memories of my grandpa to hold onto now that he's gone. I am so grateful that I didn't skip out on Sunday mornings with them because they were almost always spent telling stories, scratching lotto tickets, and enjoying each other over breakfast. I do not regret the time spent caring for any of their needs--when I could be out doing my "own thing" instead. The idea of investing time in others is so crucial, and I am glad I have not taken that for granted.

In addition to family, my faith has been so vital. To have peace and know that my grandpa trusted in God so much--in everything he did. I have no doubt that he is being taken care of by the King of Kings. I also love the beauty of the mass and how when I take communion, I am sharing in the same meal of all those who have passed and are with the Lord. It's really quite amazing when you think about it.

So, to sum it all up, I am grateful for the many blessings I have received--even within my sorrow and loss. Happy Thanksgiving everyone.

Steubenville of the Rockies 2010

2010-08-06T10:07:00.004-06:00

Jack Johnson - You And Your Heart

2010-04-21T23:14:00.000-06:00

Another one that's pretty amazing!

Peter, Bjorn & John - Young Folks

2010-04-21T16:45:00.000-06:00

This song just makes me happy, so I figured I'd share it!

young me now me website

2010-03-24T12:13:00.000-06:00

This is totally awesome! Check it out:

young me now me photo contest :: zefrank.com

Clouds Galore

2010-02-25T18:03:00.000-07:00

2-05-10 from Kelly DeLay on Vimeo.

I think this site is really cool! I love watching clouds...so this site is perfect.

Spring Inspired

2010-02-24T08:33:00.000-07:00

In hopes of finding a way to make it through the rest of this winter, I'm posting all things spring/summer-like. We have about 2 more months before things really start to warm up here in CO...so here we go!

One of my favorite sites is Swell for its amazing oceanic photography. Oh yeah, surfers are cool too! When I see things like this ocean wave, it makes me want to move to Los Angeles or some place warm.

How about a little hike at Chautauqua Park? I'm definitely a baby when it comes to doing outdoor things when it's cold...but when it warms up, I'm game! Not only is Boulder great to visit during the spring, but once it gets even warmer, I can't wait to enjoy an ice cream cone on the main strip in Estes Park.

Another thing I'm looking forward to is roasting marshmallows in the fire pit outback. It is so relaxing to be out there, listening to music, roasting a mallow, and enjoying the company of my family and friends. It's the definition of summer time to me!

Okay winter, I can face you again now...the spring will be here in a blink of an eye!

Thankfully Surprised

2009-11-26T09:14:00.003-07:00

In the spirit of the holiday, Thanksgiving that is, I decided to compile a list of things I'm thankful from this year. After reflecting, I realized a lot of things have been amazing this year...and despite the tragedies, I continue to thank the Lord for His tremendous blessings.

The List Begins...I am so thankful for:
1. The Lord Jesus Christ for giving me life, for loving me, for saving me.

2. My family, not only my parents (Bob &; Janette) and sister (Amanda), but my grandparents (Emma & Fred), aunts and uncles (Paula & Frank, Abe & Cris, Geno & Susan), first cousins (Victoria & Joe, Victor, Sam, Nick, and Andrew), second cousins (Isaiah, Jacob, and Isabel). Each and everyone one of these people are near and dear to my heart. They make up the fabric of who I am and where I've come from, and for this I give thanks.

(This is Isaiah's First Holy Communion!)

3. Friends near and far who I've met during the various stages of my life. Without each of them, I would not see the world with such wide-open eyes.

4. Being able to travel so much this year. Some of the trips were planned, others were spur of the moment! This year I got to go to the following locations:

Washington, D.C. in January for the Inauguration

Atlanta, GA in March for Sarah's Birthday and a FeRVOR concert. I had to leave Denver in a blizzard...it was scary, but made it okay!

Honduras, Nicaragua, and Costa Rica in June for a vacation

Washington, D.C. in September for the Eucharistic Congress. I met so many amazing women during this retreat!

Each of these trips gave me moments of joys and great memories for which I am very grateful.

5. Being able to walk alongside some of the coolest teens this year. We've done several studies including Theology of the Body, Blue Like Jazz, and Epic Church History. We've done community service, attended Steubenville of the Rockies, and prayed across the local high schools. They all continue to teach me so much, and I pray that I am doing the same for them. I hope to be a reflection of Christ to each of them--to love them as He sees them and loves them. A shot out to: MF, EF, ES, MS, ES, and MB--you all ROCK!

6. The opportunity to start up new endeavors such as a photo-a-day blog with my good friend Sarah. We call it Resplendent Awakening. It has been really cool to start documenting my life daily in a way through this blog. It has given me a new perspective and for this, I am thankful.

7. Getting to go to some very cool performances this year:

Denver Pops Orchestra-my sister's in this orchestra, and they impress me every time I see them!

Star Wars in Concert-I didn't realize how much of a fan I was! While I was there, I saw so many people I knew--it was hysterical!

Wicked the Musical-again, another thing to give me tremendous perspective on how to not judge something by its outward appearance.

8. Being able to help others via community service, monetary donations, and even hair donations! Locks of Love received a 10 inch pile of my hair this year!

9. Being able to work at The Academy. Not only am I thankful for a job in general, I am thankful for all of the fun people I work with--as well as my students. Teaching 7th graders this year has been new and an absolute blessing!

(Here's some of us playing scooter basketball!)

10. Getting to continue this journey known as LIFE. This year, we lost those we love very dearly and they are not forgotten. But even more than that, I carry on with hope--knowing that God will continue to place us in the palm of His Mighty Hand to carry us on this journey. He makes us strong when in reality, we are weak. He fills us with the Breath of Life that can only come from Him. In Christ Jesus, I remain...Joyful!

Blast from the Past

2009-10-25T00:26:00.000-06:00

I looked up some old movies on YouTube tonight, and was I in for a treat! I couldn't help but share some of the treasures I found...I always loved watching Breakin', Breakin' 2, Beat Street, and Solarbabies.

I hope these make you giggle as much I did. When I think of how far the entertainment has come along in the past 20 years, it's incredible. Even TV series are a lot more high-tech than these gems.

Hope you like poppin' and lockin'...move to the beat!

A New Project

2009-10-16T10:37:00.000-06:00

After seeing a couple of fun blogs (Don't Wiggle and Minty Forest) my friend Sarah and I decided to take on a new project. We are each living on opposites sides of the world and taking a picture a day. Without disclosing the content of the day's image, we each post a picture independently.

The combination of the two pictures are proving to be incredible, and I hope the year will continue to be interesting!

Follow along!

My Brain Just Might Explode

2009-09-20T08:19:00.006-06:00

That's right...after last weekend of Eucharistic Congress amazingness, I felt like my brain was going to explode after taking in so much good stuff.

Here's a little slide show of my experience.

On the Spiritual Side of Things

2009-09-07T08:37:00.002-06:00

On September 11th, I will be flying into Washington, D.C. for a Eucharistic Congress held by the Council of Major Superiors of Women Religious. The theme of the Congress is Sacrifice of Enduring Love. The Congress will draw participants to the Sacrament of the Holy Eucharist, the source and summit of enduring love, the way of all communion between God and His people.

Speakers will focus upon priesthood, religious life and marriage as:

• an irrevocable commitment;

• an identification with Christ in his submission to the Will of the Father; and

• a complete gift of self in love.

I'm so excited to go to the Basilica of the National Shrine of the Immaculate Conception, which is also known as America's Catholic Church. It is the largest Catholic Church in the United States and in North America. It's actually one of ten largest churches in the world.
This trip is a pilgrimage of sorts for me. The retreats, trainings, and other events I've attended of the last several years have been primarily focused on teens, or the service to teens in ministry. Don't get me wrong, these types of events are great and I do get to spend a lot of time in prayer with the Lord. However, they have not been focused on the discernment of my personal vocation--nor do I take time to allow Christ to fill my cup completely in order to serve.

The last three, four, five times I've been to adoration, I've felt this calling and overwhelming love of Jesus Christ. I have just wanted to stay there and sing, "I love you," to my Savior over and over again. It is this stirring that has lead me to go on this trip.

Also, I want to share with you a book I'm reading...it's called "Climbing the Mountain" by Anne, a Lay Apostle. This beautiful book has provided a link between myself and the messages of Jesus. Reading this book, I have realized I should not ask whether I am called to serve--because we are all called--but rather, I should ask the where, how, what questions with respect to service. It is in this place I begin. With the inklings of the Holy Spirit, I move forward.

O the beauty He has in store for me and for us all!

Some Products I'm Diggin'

2009-08-30T08:31:00.002-06:00

Two things, actually, three things that I'm really jiving with lately are:

1. Kings of Leon
Their cd is currently on sale on i-Tunes for $7.99--a Back-to-School Special. In fact, they have several great albums on sale this week.

I guess the reason I'm liking them so much is--they're all brothers, working together to share the twisting and melding of melodies and harmonies known as music. It's just so beautiful to me!

2. The Bump App on my i-Phone

It's genius...seriously! It makes me so impressed at technology and gives me hope that if we can just bump cell phones together and share info, we can really solve some of the major problems of this world.

3. Twitter

I've decided to join the Twitter trend...but prayerfully, I've decided I'd like to make it a Scripture/Saint Quote ministry. I can be followed at @joyous111

Irony and Hindsight

2009-07-05T11:37:00.003-06:00

After watching Kevin Skinner perform on America's Got Talent, I think everyone was moved at his genuine spirit...especially David Hasselhoff.

But, I guess David needs to take his own advice about "telling a story"...

Check out this link...it's sooooo funny! I guess hindsight is a blessing!

FPC's Columbine Day of Service 2009

2009-06-28T07:06:00.004-06:00

Traveling Abroad...Again!

2009-06-03T15:26:00.002-06:00

Hey everyone!
If you want to follow my adventures in Central America this summer, go to this blog. I hope to update often during the trip with pictures and stories along the way. Keep an eye out for video clips after the trip!

Pura Vida....

Patience is a Virtue

2009-03-15T08:10:00.001-06:00

Whoa...coolness II

2009-03-08T22:52:00.000-06:00

lost in a moment from dennis wheatley on Vimeo.

Whoa...coolness

2009-03-08T09:43:00.001-06:00

Amir

2009-03-08T08:58:00.002-06:00

Amir, originally uploaded by Joyous111.

I love going through old photographs and finally *doing* something with them. Amir turned into a Michael Jackson wanna-be pretty quickly after playing for a while with this photo.

I decided I'd start posting more of my work on this blog for all to see! So, although some of the following posts will be older work, I figured I can play catch up!

I'm Now Addicted to this Site

2009-03-04T21:22:00.004-07:00

Thanks to Sarah, who shared this website with me, I'm addicted! I love to post items in the forum, and I hope to try some of the crafts too! You do need a Flickr account to post pics in the forum, but it's easy to get one!

Hope you enjoy!

Death Has Been Happening A Lot

2009-03-04T19:26:00.004-07:00

For having as big of a family as I do, I'm kinda surprised something like this hasn't happened sooner, but we lost three family members in one week exactly. Living in a culture/society that doesn't have a big connection with the concept of death, I too, had kinda forgotten about the mortality of my human physique.

This is not an easy topic to discuss on a regular basis, nor do I think it's particularly healthy to do so; however, it does require our attention from time to time. Every living being will reach an end on this earth. Even being thankful for the opportunity to wake up morning after morning is overwhelming...the Lord has called us to live here one more day, and for that we can rejoice. Our lives may seem mundane or even unbearable, but He gave us this day to live out.

Death affects the youngest of young and oldest of old...it most cases, it breaks our hearts. The circumstances surrounding a death are shared, the time of his passing, his state of mind, his state of being are all shared, and news usually spreads quickly among those who knew him. We talk about times we shared with him, how he loved, memories slip into our mind about how he rubbed his nose or expressed an emotion uniquely. All of the memories seem to be fleeting and simply not enough...we are left longing for more time to be with him.

That's when we are drawn into faith...into a belief of something greater than ourselves. Heaven is an appealing and popular line of thought. Although, people don't like to think about what it takes to get there. Now, I don't claim to know what God has planned for us...but I do know He wants us to have a relationship with Him and with His Son, Jesus Christ. I believe that heaven is beautiful...a marvelous light where darkness has no foothold on us. We get to be in the presence of the Lord Almighty forever and ever. We get to worship His holy name. Understanding will be given to us as a gift, but that doesn't even matter, because we get to just BE in existence with the beautiful Lord of lords.

So, my thought is....if people don't want a relationship with Jesus here on earth, why do they want one with Him up in heaven? Why do they think they will get to spend eternity in heaven with God, when they wouldn't even consider getting to know Him while they were alive on earth? Although, I understand God has every right to allow anyone He chooses into heaven, it seems odd to me that we presume Jesus didn't mean what He said when He said, "No one comes to the Father except through me" (John 14:6). I'd rather not risk it...I want to be in heaven with Him.

During this difficult time, I had the opportunity to serve my family by creating one of memorial videos. This is the video I created for my great-aunt, Irene Valdez. She died at the age of 77, just surviving our grandson, Steven by 16 hours. Steven passed the day before at the age of 32. Later that week, another one of my cousins, Julian passed away during surgery.

All three are deeply missed, and I pray they are gazing upon the face of the Lord Jesus.

Self-Governance

2008-12-19T11:42:00.001-07:00

The Daily Show With Jon StewartM - Th 11p / 10c

Mike Huckabee Pt. 1

Barack Obama Interview
John McCain Interview

Sarah Palin Video
Funny Election Video

The Character Education Program for the country as former Gov. Mike Huckabee presents it.

Crazy

2008-09-20T23:28:00.003-06:00

Sometimes we must be crazy in the eyes of others to worship Christ. I pray I have such courage:

2 Corinthians 5:12-21
We are not trying to commend ourselves to you again, but are giving you an opportunity to take pride in us, so that you can answer those who take pride in what is seen rather than in what is in the heart. If we are out of our mind, it is for the sake of God; if we are in our right mind, it is for you. For Christ's love compels us, because we are convinced that one died for all, and therefore all died. And he died for all, that those who live should no longer live for themselves but for him who died for them and was raised again.

So from now on we regard no one from a worldly point of view. Though we once regarded Christ in this way, we do so no longer. Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come! All this is from God, who reconciled us to himself through Christ and gave us the ministry of reconciliation: that God was reconciling the world to himself in Christ, not counting men's sins against them. And he has committed to us the message of reconciliation. We are therefore Christ's ambassadors, as though God were making his appeal through us. We implore you on Christ's behalf: Be reconciled to God. God made him who had no sin to be sin[a] for us, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God.

BEST SNL Opener EVER!

2008-09-15T22:06:00.000-06:00

What a Contrast

2008-09-04T22:35:00.003-06:00

I feel inspired by this...as opposed to heartbroken and gasping for air after Rudy's speech...and after McCain's speech. I want to be a positive change in the world. I want to work together with my neighbors to see a positive change.

What a contrast my friends...

Heartache...Prayers needed for our country

2008-09-04T22:04:00.002-06:00

More over, Hillary's new response after hearing the Republican perspective during the RNC:
Statement of Senator Hillary Rodham Clinton
Thursday, Sep 4, 2008

The two party conventions showcased vastly different directions for our country. Senator Obama and Senator Biden offered the new ideas and positive change America needs and deserves after eight years of failed Republican leadership. Senator McCain and Governor Palin do not.

After listening to all the speeches this week, I heard nothing that suggests the Republicans are ready to fix the economy for middle class families, provide quality affordable health care for all Americans, guarantee equal pay for equal work for women, restore our nation's leadership in a complex world or tackle the myriad of challenges our country faces. So, to slightly amend my comments from Denver: NO WAY, NO HOW, NO McCAIN-PALIN.

Yes We Can!

2008-08-30T07:28:00.001-06:00

Lots Happening

2008-08-23T18:04:00.007-06:00

Well, according to the calendar, we're in the thick of summer, however the school districts seem to think it's time to start the fall semester. Aside from the hustle and bustle of school starting, our summer co-ed softball team went from worst to first in the league! That's right, starting the season off 0-4 didn't seem to stop The Roots from winning the entire championship!! Our impressive game play was a shock to all, and a lot of fun! Everyone is now wearing their custom-made Roots shirts with pride!

Here's me as catcher...my official duty during the season because I wasn't so skilled at any other position. I did catch a few pop-flies during the season!

The entire experience was a blast and I loved getting to know more people in the Denver area my own age!

I've made all kinds of videos lately...a couple for The Academy, another for my Grandpa's surprise 78th birthday party in Rocky Ford. It's always so weird going back to RF. It's like jumping in a time machine and looking at how people lived 30 years ago. Most of the time, you'd never guess it was 2008 when you visit aside from an occasional '08 vehicle. My sweet grandpa LOVES ferris wheels. He rides one with my sister, Amanda, every chance he gets. He told her during this ride it's his favorite because as a kid, this was the first amusement ride he ever rode. The joy in his eyes is perfectly captured right here!

Other things up and coming:

ToBy as I like to call it is starting September 6th...for those of you unfamiliar with the Theology of the Body, JPII gave his weekly Wednesday speech on his views regarding the bodies given to us by God. It's an amazingly insightful redefinition of sexuality and culture. I'm very excited and honored to be leading a teen rendition at church this fall. Please, pray for me in this!

I'm sadden to see the Olympics in Beijing come to an end...so many amazing stories of triumph, hard work, and unity have emerged. Although the time of spotlight on China is coming to an end, I implore you...please continue to pray for China and her inhabitants. May the grace of Jesus Christ reign over this gi-normous country.

Some political videos...seriously....

2008-08-06T18:06:00.003-06:00

McCain compares Obama to Britney and Paris!

and finally, the world turns upside down!!

See more Paris Hilton videos at Funny or Die

China Prayers: One World, One Dream-Five Days and Counting

2008-08-02T08:56:00.001-06:00

Good morning my friends,

Yesterday, my family and I made sure we got our DV-R all ready for recording the Olympics, and I had mixed feelings about recording them. By watching the Olympics and not protesting them, am I adding to the injustices and injury of Chinese nationals being kept in jail unrightfully or without legal proceedings? This is not exactly clear in my heart, but I do know more than just Christian believers are suffering by the lack of Human Rights in China. I found this article on the front page of MSN today:

Defiant Chinese harassed, jailed before Games
The Olympic Games have become the occasion for a broad crackdown against dissidents, gadflies and malcontents this in Beijing summer.

I find it ironic that the theme for the Olympics this year is "One World, One Dream." Sounds a little too stifling to me. Yes, we are one world; however, in my opinion, our world should have countless dreams. By making us all "totally unique and unrepeatable," God created us to dream BIG (ToB). I wonder what dream the Olympic planning committee had in mind for our one world....was it love thy neighbor? world peace? or how about one UNITED world...

But if we become one UNITED world, under whose authority do we proclaim sovereignty? If we do not give honor and glory to the one whose blood was shed so that we could have life, we are nothing. I doubt the Chinese citizens who are sitting in jail waiting for the Olympics to end are feeling very loved, peaceful, or united to the rest of the world.

In Revelation 5, John shares about the four living beings and the twenty-four elders of the Church who sang of Jesus, the Lamb. They sang a new song with these words, "You are worthy to take the scroll and break its seals and open it. For you were slaughtered, and your blood has ransomed people for God from every tribe and language and people and nation. And you have caused them to become a Kingdom of priests for our God." Now, that's a Kingdom I want to be a member of...today, tomorrow, and forevermore.

Let us pray that all of our neighbors, from Colorado to China be united under the love, grace, peace, and unity of Jesus Christ the Paschal Lamb whose life was given for you, for me, for them.

"Proclaim this among the nations: Prepare war, stir up the warriors. Let all the soldiers draw near; let them come up. Beat your plowshares into swords, and your pruning books into spears; let the weakling say, "I am a warrior."" (Joel 3:9-10)

May Your Dreams be Countless,

Joyous

Making a Difference, Allowing for Change

2008-08-01T08:22:00.003-06:00

I have recently been inspired by a wonderful woman. She is a co-worker of mine who is wanting to make a difference in the school we serve. She is an enthusiastic bubble of joy every time I see her, and she has introduced me to this program (which I think Oprah featured). I've heard about this a little bit, but to see these previews made me really stop and listen.

I hope you can watch them and see the need for such attitudes EVERYWHERE we go. This is my hope and prayer.

China Prayers

2008-07-24T11:51:00.000-06:00

Dear Friends,
As the 2008 Olympic Games approach, the whole world is getting a unique and unprecedented look into China. We will undoubtedly see her beauty, her culture, and her history via the media during the Games; however, we will not be shown the underbelly of the government's attempts to persecute the Christians in the country.

Many individuals are in danger (or have experienced persecution) from the government because they have interacted with Christian Americans who are encouraging these brothers and sisters. These Christians refuse to register with the government to indicate they agree with the Chinese PSB's (Public Security Bureau) version of Christianity (which upholds that there is no lordship higher than the government itself). Click here to see a recent story of a believer's persecution.

If you would like to join me in praying for China-for the Christians, for those who do not believe, for the government, for the time foreigners have while visiting for the Olympics, Voice of the Martyrs has created a prayer band. I have several to share, but you can also order more from their website.

Let me know if you'd like one of these prayer bracelets (if you're out of Colorado, make sure I have your address), and I'll send one your way.

May Christ Jesus be Glorified!

Joyous

P.S. Feel free to pass this along to your friends!

what we are living for...

2008-06-12T21:53:00.000-06:00

So I have this friend, Low, who has a gift...a gift to communicate things I feel but never quite find the words to describe. He writes about his topics twice-first in melodies, then in words.

One of things that has been consuming my mind lately is the idea of young adults of the 21st century and the new phenomena known as the Quarter Life Crisis. We've been told all our lives that we were special, unique, that our efforts were worthy of gold stars. Our parents, teachers, the world told us that we could be anything we wanted.

Then after our college degrees are earned or trades are learned we're pushed into the money-making machine known as the job force. Little did we know that our gold stars would turn into worthless pieces of sparkling tin. The accolades we received as kids don't really amount to anything substantial in the "real world." We were given such a broad scope of possibilities, many of us drowned in the ocean of uncertainties.

"What do you want to do with your life?" "What do you want to be when you grow up?" "How are you going to support yourself on that dream of a profession?"

Twenty-five years of life has typically been a time when, in previous generations, you settle down into the family life, you've found the perfect job, and you conform to the American Dream. However, it has become more and more clear that young adults of the present culture are not running down the aisle anymore. Perhaps they've seen the pain and destruction of divorce in their own families and are perfectly content to just build relationships with the opposite sex but never commit to marriage. The job market seems pretty bleak and following your dream becomes a distant memory.

To return to the days when all you needed was a Capri Sun to suck back and the dream of becoming whatever you wanted when you grew up.

I feel like my generation has been lost for sometime. No one stepped up to lead us through reality. We just felt like we could experience it through reality TV shows and that'd be enough. The line between fake and real life was blurred and we remain blinded by the uncertainty of it all.

Back to my friend and his gift of music. He's doing it...he's following HIS dream and in the mean time, learning what it means to understand what we are living for.

Check him out:

The Song Wade

Columbine Elementary

2008-05-31T08:42:00.002-06:00

It is always a blessing to see a community come together to help its members out. Each year, First Pres. Church in Boulder does a work day with a nearby elementary school, Columbine. The unique ethnic minority make-up of this school is severely drastic from the ethnic majority of Boulder. Most of the student there are ESL with Spanish being the first language these students speak. It was so amazing to go around the school seeing entire projects all in Spanish and then right next to it, an entire project in English. These kids are getting the best of both worlds and I am in awe!

I do believe the Lord wants us to be diverse and share in all things HUMAN...not just one language or culture. Therefore, watching these two communities come together for the benefit of these kids was really a blessing.

I made a video to share the work and outpouring of love from the members of First Presbyterian Church to the kids and families of Columbine Elementary.

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2008-04-26T18:07:00.001-06:00

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Simply Amazing

2008-04-19T21:34:00.001-06:00

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2008-04-05T10:35:00.001-06:00

Sometimes...

2008-03-10T21:52:00.003-06:00

Sometimes in life, it takes a 2x4 between the eyes, a death, or a verse to strike the mortality in your bones...

Although I wasn't hit by a 2x4, I did get a massive splinter under my nail the other day which hurt A LOT. Also, we had a death in the family...my godson's grandfather passed last week. Lastly, I read this verse today from Paul:

"I therefore, the prisoner of the Lord, beg you to lead a life worthy of the calling with which you were called, with all humility and gentleness, with patience, bearing with one another in love."
Ephesians 4:1-2

All this said, I can only reflect on the passing of time on earth. Sometimes things really hurt us-physically, emotionally, spiritually. But it is in these sufferings that we can appreciate the LIFE that is within us through Christ Jesus. His life was MOST glorified because of His death. He suffered so much on earth, ultimately to meet the greatest love of the Father in heaven. He asks us to live a life worthy of to be name after Him...that is...LOVE.

I know I'm not always great at this, but my prayer is to continue to live as He as asked me as best as I can. And when I fail, I will ask Him to redeem my failings and sufferings for His glory, to point to Christ Jesus alone.

Finally, I reflect on the words of St. Teresa of Avila...in hopes of living into the calling of the Lord:

"Christ has no body now on earth but yours, no hands but yours, no feet but yours. Yours are the eyes through which He is to go about doing good; yours are the hands with which He is to bless people now."

I pray I can pick up that responsibility with joy and gladness.

Amen, I say again, AMEN!

2008-03-09T22:07:00.000-06:00

Patience and Endurance

2008-02-10T08:06:00.000-07:00

I was looking at an email forward the other day, and I was tremendously astounded...

Now, I'm not one who usually is impressed so easily; I mean, it was a forward! However, this one was very different. As an artist, it definitely caught my attention. I saw how other artists were challenged to create something with just one sheet of paper...nothing more. At first, I was thinking...what did people do?? Just roll up the paper into a ball and call it a snowball or something?

I was severely wrong!! The artists took my imagination to another level of creativity. I had to stop and admire the patience and endurance that was put forth to make something beautiful and unique...out of one sheet of paper.

Check it out!

Egypt Pics...Finally

2008-02-02T10:35:00.001-07:00

Back in October, I got to spend an amazing week in Cairo with my friend Sarah. It was so awesome to see all of the details of her life. Although, the heat was definitely a factor, it was also stunning to see the "Things of Old" (i.e. Coptic churches, The Pyramids, Valley of the Kings, etc.). Things are just really OLD there!! It's fantastic! Nothing compares to the "old" stuff we have here in the States!

I also found it very amusing that I kept on being mistaken for Arab. It was pretty cool. Everyone would ask me, "Do you speak Arabic?" and I'd respond, "La-a" which is "no" in Arabic. They'd all laugh and laugh.

I found the people to be warm and lovely. The culture is obvious very different than the little bubble I live in, but that's what makes a traveling experience so great! They don't stand in lines, personal space is non-existent, and everything from McDonald's to the local restaurant delivers! When ordering an Oreo McFlurry be sure to say it with an accent, or else they won't understand what you want!

Click on the link to see pics from Egypt as well as all of my other travels!

Simply Stated...Pretty Cool to Think About

2008-02-02T10:19:00.000-07:00

The Ultimate Love Letter

My child,

You may not know me, but I know everything about you (Psalm 139:1). I know when you sit down, and when you rise up (Psalm 139:2), I am familiar with your ways (Psalm 139:3), even the very hairs on your head are numbered (Matthew 10:29-31). For you were made in my image (Genesis 1:27). In me you live and move, and have your being , for you are my offspring (Acts 17:28).

I knew you even before you were conceived (Jeremiah 1:4-5). I chose you when I planned creation (Ephesians 1:11-12). You were not a mistake, for all your plans are written in my book (Psalms 139:15-16). I determined the exact time of your birth, and where you would live (Acts 17:26). You were fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalms 139:14), I knit you together in your mother's womb (Psalms 139:13), and brought you forth on the day you were born (Psalms 71:6).

I have been misrepresented by those who don't know me (John 8:41-44). I am not distant and angry, but I am the complete expression of love (1 John 4:16), and it is my desire to lavish my love on you (1 John 3:1) simply because you are my child and I am your Father (1 John 3:1). I offer you more than your earthly father ever could (Matthew 1:11) for I am the perfect Father (Matthew 5:48). Every good gift that you receives comes from my hand (James 1:17) for I am your provider and I meet all your needs (Matthew 6:31-33).

My plan for your future has always been filled with hope (Jeremiah 29:11) Because I love you with an everlasting love (Jeremiah 31:3). My thoughts towards you are countless as the sands on the seashore (Psalms 139:17-18) And I rejoice over you with singing (Zephaniah 3:17). I will never stop doing good to you (Jeremiah 32:40) For you are my treasured possession (Exodus 19:5). I desired to establish you with all my heart and all my soul (Jeremiah 32:41).

And I want to show you great and marvelous things (Jeremiah 33:3) If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me (Deuteronomy 4:29). Delight in me, and I will give you the desires of your heart (Psalms 37:4), For it is I who give you those desires (Philippians 2:13).

I am able to do more than you could possibly imagine (Ephesians 3:20), For I am your greatest encourager (2 Thesselonians 2:16-17). I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles (2 Corinthians 1:3-4). When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you (Psalm 34:18). As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart (Isaiah 40:11).

One day, I will wipe away every tear from your eyes (Revelation 21:3-4). I am your Father, and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus (John 1:23). For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed (John 17:26). He is the exact representation of my being (Hebrews 1:3). He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you (Romans 8:31). And to tell you that I am not counting your sins (2 Corinthians 5:18-19).

Jesus died so that you and I can be reconciled (2 Corinthians 5:18-19). His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you (1 John 4:10).

I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love (Romans 8:31-32). If you received the gift of my son Jesus, you received me (1 John 2:23), And nothing will ever separate you from my love again (Romans 8:38-39).

Come home and I will throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen (Luke 15:7). I have always been Father, and will always be Father (Ephesians 3:14-15).

My question is, will you be my child? (John 1:12-13)

I am waiting for you (Luke 15: 11-12)

Love,

Your Dad

Almighty God

Unveiling of King Tut

2007-11-06T20:35:00.000-07:00

While in Egypt, the famous archaeologist, Joy Vigil, helped with the preservation of the remains of the pharaoh King Tutankhamen...

or at least she wished she'd been there. Talk about missed timing!!!

Oh so funny....Part 2

2007-09-25T19:18:00.000-06:00

Oh so funny....

2007-09-22T13:47:00.000-06:00

If you watch this 100 times you will still laugh

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I love it when things just align and REALLY funny stuff gets captured for all to replay over and over again!

Trip to the South

2007-09-03T15:07:00.000-06:00

This weekend, I got to visit the South for the very first time. It was a very new experience...one I will never forget. For starters, I felt like I experienced more diversity than I had my whole life as a Latina in Colorado! It was great! Being in the Bible Belt gives me the hankerin' (a.k.a. desire) for some Southern humor...

I started my trip in Alabama...which included driving by the famous Talladega Speedway. Driving by, I saw what seemed to be the world's largest American flag. I estimated size of the flag's stars is about the size of my Saturn Ion. It was gi-normous!

The other thing I observed about the South is the number of fast food restaurants. It was kinda gross. I mean, I'll get a burger now and then, but it was a little ridiculous the number of Wendy's, KFCs, and Waffle Houses I passed!

My journey then took me into Georgia. The city of Atlanta was beautiful to drive thorugh at night. The lighted buildings were my favorite. Although this is not one of my own photos, what I saw looked very similar to this! I got to have dinner and a funky bar called American Pie...not exactly gourmet, but funny! The music selection was extremely diverse...from rap, hip-hop, pop, and then onto country.

As I was driving through these two states, I listened to and scanned the radio stations. By far, this was one of the most significant differences between Colorado and the South that I experienced. When I realized that the whole "accent" thing was, in fact, REAL, I started laughing to myself. I was kinda embarrassed for the poor guy disc-jockeying on this ALICE-like station. He truly sounded like a Hill Billy because of his accent. He didn't sound uneducated or anything like that, but he sounded as though he came from a movie!

My time in the South was short, flanked by First Class flights (which was totally an exciting perk flying standby). I enjoyed my little snack box when the rest of the flight just had pretzels. I could get used to those perks! *wink, wink* (Unfortunately, my long flight to Egypt will not be livin' it up...but the trip is approaching fast!) I was not a fan of the humidity and heat, but enjoyed the huge green trees everywhere, especially in Alabama. I got to hang with an old friend and make fabulous new ones.

As I approached the Birmingham Airport, getting ready to turn in my rental car, the most serendipitous moment occurred. With the radio blaring, I ended my stay in Alabama with a Southern classic: Sweet Home Alabama! It was glorious! Not that I'm ready to call Alabama home (I'm very far from that), but the moments of coincidence are always amusing to observe.

I DID! I BOUGHT MY TICKET!

2007-06-29T11:27:00.000-06:00

Well, I've been talking for sometime now, of how I wanted to visit my friend in Egypt. Finally, today, I took the plunge and spent the bucks on my ticket to Cairo!! I'm soooooo excited!

Um, I am still in shock!! I can't believe it! I have wanted to go to Giza, Cairo, etc. since I was a child, milling over ancient history books. I sat in awe and wonder at the ancient language engraved in tombs made up of symbols.

Oh how exciting!

SOOOOO Funny!

2007-06-16T13:08:00.000-06:00

I couldn't help but laugh out loud after watching this. I think my mom and sis would especially appreciate it!

The Injured Stormtrooper

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Summer Fun

2007-05-28T15:04:00.001-06:00

I've recently remembered a couple things that I love to do during the summer that I've been missing out on:

1. Riding my bike! It's been ages since I've taken the ol' Schwinn out for a spin. I'm totally stoked to take her out in the beautiful summer weather!!

I might even set a goal for myself to ride it to work and back...that may be later in the summer, but it'd be cool to be able to do!

2. Playing with frisbees! Now, these have become my favorite discs to throw around in the yard. They fly fast and far, and are fairly easy to catch! Just check out the link to get one online.

Perhaps I'll get good enough to run around and play on a team again!

The best thing about the summer is being able to play outside for hours on end and the weather just be perfectly warm! I'm so glad the piles of snow are a vague memory, and my spirits aren't dampened by the ice, snowflakes, and coldness in the air!

Thanks God, for the SUN! Thanks God, for Your SON! Our lives are infinitely brighter with these two things...we'd die without them both.

New Accomplishment

2007-05-12T22:15:00.000-06:00

Due to my new-found obsession with the New Super Mario Brothers game for my DS, I have not blogged in some time. Granted, this is a ridiculous thing to obsess with, but that's my life. Don't ask me how much I've read my Bible or something else good for my brain...just ask me if I beat the Super Mario game...

the answer is:

YES!

I have finally beat the game! The last level served as a great challenge, but I finally got through the entire game. Now, I still have to get into the 7th level, which is a hidden level, but I'll get there eventually.

This game just takes me back to my childhood when Nintendo was the cool new thing. I'm really enjoying the new upgrades to the game such as being gi-normous and stomping on everything (which by the way, is how you can easily beat the final level). You can easily warp into other worlds and then go back to where you were. It's pretty neat. Not to mention the other mini-games they also have outside of the classic Mario Bros. game.

Other things I've done since I last blogged have been:
-helped take care of my grandma...she fell and broke her hip and wrist. She'll be coming home on Tuesday finally. I just hope she's ready and can take care of herself while she's home.
-working...school's almost done and then the SUMMER TIME hits. I'm afraid I might be bored this summer at work though.
-watched a couple movies including Blades of Glory (hysterical) and Spider Man 3 (pretty good).

Things I haven't done but should have:
-worked out much...at all...
-read any books
-spring cleaning of clothes

I hope to balance my life out a bit now that I don't have the temptation of Super Mario Bros. on my mind.

*smirk*

Amazingness Around Me

2007-03-21T17:37:00.000-06:00

Do you ever sit and look at how AMAZING the people around you are. I mean, you go to work, church, the gym, etc. and there are people all around. It seems impossible that we'd forget the awesomeness that God puts into each and everyone of us...but we do.

I know this family....ahem, the Shelstas...and they are all pretty much the most amazing family I've ever seen (aside from my own, of course...and all those other amazing families I've seen). Anyhow, the moms and pops of the familia are so stinkin' cool--they traveled the world as young adults, stayed rooted in their faith, and performed with Up With People for YEARS.

Then, they went on to get married and have 5, yes count 'em, 5 children!

Starting with their youngest, Taylor...he just rocks my socks. Every time I see him, he yells my name and greets me with a huge wave or thumbs up. I pretty much think God created wonderfully talented, hilarious, compassionate young man all wrapped up in Mr. Taylor. He loves pirates and colors/draws sweet pictures.

Then you go to Brenna...who can wail and sing like none other! I mean, that girl brings down the house with soul! Her genuine spirit transforms the heart with love and spirit....not to mention, she's as cute as a button! She makes you think more about who Jesus is and how He can be apart of your life every day. She's traveled (and is currently traveling with Up With People too!)

The family continues to Cass who is going to be an astounding teacher (I can just tell). She always gives me a hug to say hello, and she makes you laugh with your whole body when she gets rollin'! She'll be going with UWP soon to join the family legacy of performers and inspirational motivators.

Jared is wicked cool and has gotten the UWP vibe too. He gets to be a techie in the cast...lights, design, sound, etc. This fella also has a touch of humor blessed upon him (which is a total understatement).

And Mr. Garret (who is married to the beautiful Aubrey). When someone can articulate all the skepticism of the Church without being declared a heretic, you've got talent! I mean, we all search our souls and find doubt in what we see on Sundays. However, it's not always so easy to describe and explain where that doubt stems from...not to mention calling folks out on the stuff that sucks. I pretty much think this song captivates the mind and heart when it comes to pastorship. CHECK IT OUT! (P.S. don't misunderstand me, I said CHECK IT OUT, so.....DO IT!

Pertussis Positive

2007-03-09T22:14:00.000-07:00

So, after being sick for over 3 weeks, last Friday, I decided to go to the doctor (again) for ear pain. I did in fact have an ear infection, so I began antibiotics for said infection. However, curiously on Saturday I began coughing. Not really thinking much about it, I ignored the cough and figured if I had anything that required meds, it'd be covered because I was already on antibiotics.

Wrong.

I continued to get worse as the week progress...a fever being the second most draining part of it. The foremost draining part of being sick was my cough.

Finally, after missing another day of work, I decided I should listen to those around me and go to the doctor (again!!)... So they put me into the "respiratory isolation" room. The doctor decided to test me for whooping cough, which was a lovely squirt of saline solution up my nose. After depositing a snot rocket into a small plastic pee cup, the nurse politely gave me a mask to wear to the lab and pharmacy before departing the medical clinic.

As I left, adorned with my nifty light blue mask I stepped out of the office heading towards the lab and pharmacy. I do not think I have ever experienced such shame in a public setting. I had a leprosy experience. I walked out and everyone was staring at me because of "the mask." It's like declaring to everyone, "Hey! I'm unclean! I'm dirty! I'm not worthy to be around you for any reason." The doctor said to notify my job and those living around me, because I could potentially make them sick if I had whopping cough. Outbreaks are common in the Boulder County, because people don't notify the proper authorities when they have it.

Well, after several days of fevers and coughing, I was tested positive for pertussis. Check out a microscopic version of the bacteria:

Now, I'm having to notify all those I've been around since I've been coughing. Folks at work, some people from church, friends, all the family have all been put on antibiotics.

Now, back to my leprosy moment. I could not help remember the instance of Jesus and the ten lepers.
"Now on his way to Jerusalem, Jesus traveled along the border between Samaria and Galilee. As he was going into a village, ten men who had leprosy met him. They stood at a distance and called out in a loud voice, "Jesus, Master, have pity on us!"

When he saw them, he said, "Go, show yourselves to the priests." And as they went, they were cleansed.

One of them, when he saw he was healed, came back, praising God in a loud voice. He threw himself at Jesus' feet and thanked him—and he was a Samaritan.

Jesus asked, "Were not all ten cleansed? Where are the other nine? Was no one found to return and give praise to God except this foreigner?" Then he said to him, "Rise and go; your faith has made you well."

My greatest fear is that I will be one of the nine who do not return and and say thank you to the Lord for all He has done for me. Is that even possible? Could I be so arrogant and rude? Probably. Chances are good that I would do such a thing.

But I stand here today declaring just the opposite. I give thanks for the blessings I have. I offer up my suffering with whooping cough to the Lord for those who do not know Him. May every cough be a sacrifice and prayer for those whose life is still in the dark. May my faith in Jesus Christ be all I need and not just a healthy body to live in.

Amen.

Update

2007-03-04T15:25:00.000-07:00

It's been forever since I blogged regularly, so I'm going to try to pick it up again. New things that have been happening are all actually pretty exciting...so here we go!

1. My mom has *finally* allowed 32 years of working at Adams County come to an end with retirement! I am so excited for her, and I'm excited for the possibilities she has to look forward to! She has yet to decide what she's going to do with her time and where she'll start working next...but it's still exciting. Her last day is March 23rd, and she can't be more than ecstatic to be moving onto new things!

2. My parents are also celebrating 30 years of marriage! Another biggie for the month of March...can we say fiesta?

3. Things at work have been going well. I'm working on creating and uploading information on our new website. I've been named the site's administrator...and even though it's a ton of work, it makes me feel so good to have it coming along nicely. (Blogging has actually made it possible for me to conceptualize the 'how to' behind creating a website. So props and thanks to Blogger.)

4. Working at the school has given me the opportunity to help folks who need translation. This is by far one of the coolest things I get to do during my hectic days (that and seeing kids get busted). hehehe...I probably have that social justice streak in me still.

5. I'm a fan of my Nintendo DS game system. I bought a new game yesterday, and I totally love it! I'm playing "The Need for Speed CARBON." I love racing games as well as Skipbo.

6. My new baby cousin Isa is as beautiful as ever! She's starting to get that double chin that most well-feed babies get. She's starting to stay awake more during the day, so it's great to see her do more than just sleep. I love her cute little smile...not to mention the funny little grunting noises she makes! They're adorable.

All in all, things are going alright for me. I am feeling a little strained for time..but that's nothing new! Life in the world of Joy is always pressed for time! :-)

Sicko....

2007-02-13T20:32:00.000-07:00

So, I've spent the weekend getting progressively more sick as we approached the work week. So, I decided to call in and not try to force it on Monday. Then today came...I was so optimistic to go to work this morning. I did my thing, got ready, picked up Isaiah, and we went in to school. I didn't even last two hours. It's just wonderful when your co-workers come up to you and say, "You don't look so good," or, "Why are you here today?" I left shortly thereafter.

I think the worst part of it is feeling icky while simulatenously being absolutely bored. I can only play so much on my Nintendo DS before going blind. Oprah was good today though. Ultimately I just want my regular routine back.

I'm loaded on the cold meds in hopes of getting better soon...but no promises there. Lots of people around me is sick (padres, cousin, kids, roommate), so I don't feel like I can escape. I should have jumped on a plane where it's hot last weekend!

A Deeper Calling

2007-02-04T20:35:00.000-07:00

Ever wonder why exactly God created you? It's all a mystery to us, and sometimes I feel like we're just walking around this planet doing nothing, when really He wants us to be doing something EXTRAORDINARY! You hear of wonderful stories about the saints...those who fell into their calling and were able to follow the plan Christ had for them from the beginning. And then, there's everyone else...

Which includes me. So, what does He have in store for us all? Is it fame, riches, and glory? Probably not... Is it struggles, torment, sadness mixed with shimmers of light, hope, and joy? Probably so. And yet, He still calls us to be His servants, those who praise His wonderful name without stopping. We ultimately choose this form of worship, which makes it that much more special when we do choose it. However, I am compelled to choose it more often than I have.

I want to travel the world praising the name above all names. I want those who have never heard of Jesus, the Christ, to have an opportunity to hear about His love with their ears, but more importantly hear with their hearts. I want them to understand that we don't have to walk this planet just trying to make it through the hard days just to get to one good day. I want them to know that they were created by God, who has saved our lives forever.

Here I Am, Lord. Ready, willing, waiting for Your commission.

Isabel Rose Deaser

2007-01-26T14:30:00.000-07:00

Today we welcomed a new member into our family! Miss Isabel Rose Deaser was born at 12:03 pm, weighing 7 lbs. 5 oz. and she is 19 1/4 inches long! We're all so delighted and rejoicing at the new arrival. Victoria and Isa are both doing very well, and things went quickly and smoothly during the delivery!

Isaiah and Jake were all excited to see their new baby sister, but they were a little nervous to touch head! But pretty soon they warmed up to the idea of having a baby sister, but they'll definitely have to get used to a baby crying!

Grandma Tuttie and Nana Paula were both right there to welcome their new grand baby! And Great-grandma Emma was also there during the wonderful event!

She's absolutely perfect-10 toes, 10 fingers, and a pretty mellow disposition. Once the labor started, she came quickly, and everyone was so anxious to see her!

We praise God for a beautiful, healthy, precious little girl! We pray that this new arrival continues to bond us together and strengthen us as a family. We rejoice in celebrating another gorgeous baby to add to this generation (the third great-grandchild for my Grandma and Grandpa!)...was a splendor!

Little Isa, we love you, and we promise to be there for you always. We're here to pray for you and help you learn how to become a woman of God--just like your mommy!

The National Western Stock Show

2007-01-20T20:55:00.000-07:00

Today was such a fun day! I think my $21 ticket to the Pro Rodeo at the Stock Show was the best money I've spent in ages! It was a very special event for the family, because Isaiah, my godson, got to Mutton Bust at the Rodeo. He was so adorable-all decked out in his cowboy gear-ready to go for it. During his pre-ride interview, he said he was nervous, but also very excited. He was excited to see the pretty Rodeo Ladies (the Rodeo Queens) up-close!Of course, we were all there to cheer him on. In fact, we even got mentioned in the group sales marque because there were so many of us!

We all cheered like crazy when our boy came up to the plate. Isaiah grabbed on tight, squeezing his legs around that sheep, and the timer started. The longest a kid held on before him was 82 (which is 8.2 seconds). Isaiah's uncle Tony was holding onto the sheep for him (in the red shirt). And they released!

Isaiah managed to keep a grip on that sheep for 8.7 seconds! He almost made it the entire length of the stadium! The all-time record for mutton bustin' at the National Western Stock Show is 8.9 seconds!! Isaiah was so excited! He was especially excited that the Rodeo Queen held his hand to lead him out of the arena.

No other kid managed to hold on longer than our cowboy! So, he got a major trophy from Frontier Airlines. The professional cowboys all came out to present the kids with their massive trophies. He also gets a chance at free airfare from Frontier for holding on the longest!

Isaiah's brother, Jake, was so excited to see his brother come up to the stands with his trophy! Mom got all choked up and teary-eyed to see her little boy out there. He looked so small out in the arena compared everyone else. How precious!During the post-interview, Isaiah said that his favorite part was giving the Rodeo Queen (who was, "A hot, hot, hottie,") a kiss. I just laughed at him, but I guess every cowboy's gotta have motivation. He he he!

Lots of people came up to him for high-fives and congratulatory words of encouragement! He had a barrel rider (in purple sequence) come up and compliment his big ol' trophy too! The child was on cloud nine for the afternoon at least!We are all so proud of Mr. Isaiah! Way to ride hard and be brave!

Reflections on 25

2007-01-11T17:02:00.000-07:00

Today was a pretty momentous day...I guess. At exactly 4:09 am this morning, I turned 25 years old. To be honest, I really wasn't looking forward to the coming of this birthday. Mostly, I just had some really deep concerns about where my life is going, and what it really means to be 25 years old. Silly things kept on popping into my head like...I've lived 1/3 of my life according to the national average...or how about, if I lived in Jesus' time, I'd almost be dead...and the ever favorite, I was expecting such a different life by the time I turned 25.

Basically, with a lot of love, a dear friend helped me get out of this mind frame. Instead, she said she was so happy it was my birthday, because it was the day that God decided to share His Joy with the world.

It made me realize I do want to share JOY with the world...be it in a friendly encounter, encouraging word, a prayer, or a hug. I want everyone around me to know that the Lord loves each of us more deeply and passionately than any other. He knows when we feel inadequate or like we've wasted time in our life. But honestly, time...age...all that stuff really doesn't matter. He created us to live with in into eternity and therefore, our souls are only bound to His glorification...not a time line.

I had a beautiful birthday...starting off with Starbucks and lovely thoughtful gestures from co-workers. My bestest friend brought me my favorite lunch and spent time with me to enjoy it. Then, I got to hang with my families at dinner at the Red Robin. Of course, they had to do the awkward birthday song..."Do we have a birthday here? Yes, we have a birthday here!" But I didn't let that spoil my night! ;-)

My beautiful godson, Isaiah spent the day figuring out a present for me. He designed a paper bag with a line and dot pattern (in pink marker) with his gift inside. He was so cute, because he helped make me an ankle bracelet, and gave me chocolates in a plastic zip-lock bag. My heart just melted, because it was so thoughtful and adorable! I mean, he got it down...chocolates and jewelry...what every girl wants for her birthday! hehehehe!

My family was so much fun, and I loved every single moment I got to spend with them during my party. Mom, Dad, Manda, Grandma, Grandpa, Karin, Matt, Isaiah, Jake...I love you all, and thank you for spending mt, Kate, Ben, Maddie, Mikey,y birthday with me! Twenty-five definitely had a sweeter feel because of you each of you sharing how much you love me. I am so thankful for each of you in my life. My sister made an amazing slide show movie for me with pictures from our childhood together, and it made me tear up it was so beautiful. It started showing me that the first 25 years of my life have always been filled with graces from God.

Then, I started thinking about all the things that are way cool about the number twenty five, and I even got some help from others! How about the:
Twenty Five Reasons to Watch Indiana Jon es and the Raiders of the Lost Ark

Or what about Andy Warhol's genius style with Marilyn:

There are lots of really cool things with the number twenty-five in them too...like quarters...25th Wedding Anniversaries or years of service. I could go on forever...probably (or at least for 25 more years)!

So, those are my thoughts on the transition between 24 and 25 years old.

Last post for 2006

2006-12-31T23:51:00.000-07:00

I just had to get one last post in before the clock strikes midnight, and we say goodbye to the year 2006. I'm actually quite relieved this year is through, and I'm very much looking forward to what the year 2007 has coming. It's even more interesting, because I'm turning 25 in a matter of 12...almost 11 days. So, I'm hitting a huge milestone in age (or at least it's huge in my mind).

HAPPY NEW YEAR'S FRIENDS.

May God continue to grip onto you into the new year.

My love, Joyous

Blizzard #2

2006-12-28T21:06:00.000-07:00

It's kinda crazy when lots of snow comes in and you're stuck in your house. It's even crazier when it happens twice in a year (much less 2 weeks!). So, here we are again, in the middle of a massive, slow-moving, snow storm/blizzard.

I went to get gas before the storm started, and it was nearly impossible to get into any gas station without a major wait. Then, I stopped by the grocery store as the storm began and I was startled at how bare most of the store was. Take a look at these pics:There was no bread to be found in the entire grocery store! Trucks haven't been coming in because of the first storm...and the ones that have come in definitely didn't have enough to keep the shelves stocked. It was a little alarming to think about. I mean, compared to something like Hurricane Katrina, we're not in a life or death situation here folks! This is just a snow storm.

However, I do have to mention, the news reported that when the snow started melting (like the last two days before it started snowing again) they had found a couple of men who were dead under the snow! They had heart attacks while shoveling their snow and no one knew they were missing. The tragedy of such an occurance must be horrible.

So, everyone, please stay safe...say prayers for those who do not have shelter, have gotten their cars stuck, or what have you. Let us provide for those who need our aide.

It is pretty though:

Blizzard of '06 and Christmas!

2006-12-23T15:53:00.000-07:00

So, we had another huge blizzard (very similar to that of March 2003)! Basically, we're still stuck with lots of snow...and by lots, I mean over 2 feet of snow! It was pretty amazing to be all snowed in...however I'm never really a fan of the not being able to get anywhere without 4-wheel drive. I get cabin fever fast, and my little car (as seen beneath the hordes of snow) wasn't getting out fast! But, we managed to find stuff to do like getting ready for Christmas, playing Scrabble, and watching movies.

I'm so stoked for Christmas! We're definitely having a white one this year....very full of snow and whiteness all the way around!

I am most excited for the birth of Jesus to be celebrated. It's been a wonderful time to remember that God came to us via a baby. I am also blown away that Mary chose to say, "YES!" to God...even though she was so unsure and so young when God sent the angel Gabriel to talk to her about carrying the Son of Man.

My absolute favorite Christmas song is:
Oh Holy Night......check out this stellar lyrics:

Oh Holy Night

Oh holy night!

The stars are brightly shining

It is the night of the dear Savior's birth!

Long lay the world in sin and error pining

Till he appear'd and the soul felt its worth.

A thrill of hope the weary world rejoices

For yonder breaks a new and glorious morn!

Fall on your knees

Oh hear the angel voices

Oh night divine

Oh night when Christ was born

Oh night divine

Led by the light of Faith serenely beaming

With glowing hearts by His cradle we stand

So led by light of a star sweetly gleaming

Here come the wise men from Orient land

The King of Kings lay thus in lowly manger

In all our trials born to be our friend.

Truly He taught us to love one another

His law is love and His gospel is peace

Chains shall He break for the slave is our brother

And in His name all oppression shall cease

Sweet hymns of joy in grateful chorus raise we,

Let all within us praise His holy name.

It's just so beautiful! I love it. I hope you have a very Merry and Christ-filled Christmas. If you need a place to go for Christmas brunch, let me know! We're having lots of food, Christmas songs, and fun!

Retreat @ Mother Cabrini Shrine

2006-12-17T20:59:00.000-07:00

This weekend, I got to spend an awesome weekend on retreat with some fellow young adults at Mother Cabrini Shrine outside of Golden. The weekend was incredible, and I'm still having a hard time capturing the 'why' behind its wonderfulness. Mostly, simply stated, it's Jesus that made the weekend incredible. Being in His Holy presence before the eucharist during adoration always makes my heart rush with gladness. My heart literally beats faster, and I am drawn to seeing His face, listening to His voice, and feeling His embrace. It's such a beautiful experience! If you've not ever gone to adoration, I highly recommend it!

I got to pray so initimately with my Lord...it's amazing to be so close to Him again. After a long time of distance between myself and my Creator, I was able to re-connect with Him again. I was able to tell Him, "I love you..." It's made me be passionate about His Word again.

I can breathe deeply and know that I am loved by the Creator of the universe.

What a glorious feeling!

Christmas Tree Cutting

2006-12-05T20:09:00.000-07:00

I got to participate in a Christmas Tree-cutting event this weekend (my first time EVER!)....and it was WONDERFUL! I had such a blast with the Dolph's and a few other families from church. We drove up into the mountains, found a spot to park on the side of the road, and hiked up a big ol' mountain to find our tree.

My favorite part of the day was getting to slide down the mountain (about 30 yards)! It's great when you get all bundled up from head to toe and play in the snow. I'm never a fan of getting cold, so this was surprisingly FUN! We had yummy chili and hot cocoa to warm us up! I had never participated in such a fun activity before! We managed to bring home a 15 foot tree (which probably started off closer to 38 feet tall). There was lots of chopping that happened to get it to fit on the Suburban! Matt worked very hard to get the perfect tree. The kids played up and down the mountain sliding and enjoying the day. I'm so grateful for the wonderful weather during our tree-cutting excursion. Hopefully this will be a tradition I can start with folks in years to come!

I was really cute though...my godson, Isaiah, asked for a Christmas tree in his room this year. It just made me laugh at how precious these little ones are! He said he just wanted a small one to put in his room for him and his brother! It was adorable!

New Inspiration

2006-12-01T21:48:00.000-07:00

I was newly inspired by Sarah's blog. She has a big list of things she wants to do in her life. One of those things was to take a photo a day for a year. I decided I wanted to try to do that. SO...I've created a new blog for my photo entries. So check out Photos-365 for the first three days of my new "thing."

Isaiah's 6th Birthday

2006-11-26T01:17:00.000-07:00

I can't believe how big Isaiah's getting! He turned 6 yesterday!!! Soon, (well, in less than 2 months) he will be the big brother of another baby! It seems like he was just a baby...changing his diapers, seeing that beautiful boy just giggle and smile. Here's the cute boy eating some birthday cake (illegally poking his fingers in the frosting with his brother Jake and two other cousins)! Oh to be young again....

Be sure to also check out Joyous Pics for some more good stuff.

And oh yeah...they got a new tramp in the backyard too! This is the coolest thing ever!!

Thanksgiving Singing

2006-11-26T00:53:00.000-07:00

Who would have thought that a busy day of visiting family and more family would end with another huge feast and singing with friends. Check out these cuties singing their hearts out to Matthew Johnston jams!

Then the girls come in....

We had so much fun going through my silly pink i-Pod and singing along.

Thanksgiving was very very special, because I got to spend it with a huge majority of the people I love and care for. I do, however, wish I could have had other folks around too (but they're all in other countries!!). It was great to catch up with everyone on both sides of the family, and eat some really amazing food all day long.

Thank you Lord for blessing me with such a wonderful family...such wonderful friends...and such an amazing day of spending time with them all. I didn't even mind having to go to the grocery story twice before noon! It was all a part of the experience!

I hope you all had wonderful Turkey Days as well...check out Joyous Pics for more of the happenings!

Which Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle Are You?

2006-11-16T08:42:00.001-07:00

Donatello
You've been described as 'the brains' of your family or group of friends. You're the natural born, 'Mr. Fixit'. You're also considered the most reserved, preoccupied with your own little thoughts and ideas. But that doesn't mean you don't hang with your family and friends! But, you still find it easy to get lost in your own thoughts...daydreaming often. You'd rather talk things out than fight. You long for a day when there's nothing but peace in the world, and when you can finally rest with your own thoughts. Violence is something the world could completely live without. One of your labels may be, 'true to blue friend'. You're strong at heart and powerful at mind.

Take The Quiz Now!

Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Getting Ready for Thanksgiving!

2006-11-15T14:53:00.002-07:00

Strangely enough, I'm really enjoying the idea of fall this year. I am so stoked for Turkey Day...I can't even begin to express how excited I am. I get to share the day with all of my families, so that makes me even more happy!

This weekend, I got to check out Stranger Than Fiction with Will Ferrell. I especially enjoyed this movie because it kicked off the holiday movie spree I always seem to go on. Not only was it funny, I appreciated the noble content and positive message. It is more importantly void of any kind of inappropriate humor or distasteful "color."

Next on my list of movies to see will be Happy Feet. Now, although it's a cartoon, I'm betting this will also be enjoyable.

If anyone needs a place to be for Thanksgiving, give me a shot out. I'd be happy to include you on the family festivities!!

Ready to get my eat on.....

Family Night Sock-Hop

2006-11-05T21:20:00.000-07:00

We can do some really fun stuff at church--which included a Family Night with a 50's Sock-Hop Theme! It was really cool because our mass was even lead by Fr. Bob (who was around pre-Vatican II). He was able to describe the differences in the mass experience from then and now, and he even did some of the prayers in Latin. It was beautiful!

We concluded the evening with a dance, root beer floats, and hamburgers! IT WAS A BLAST!
Check out Mikey and me dancin' away!

Check out Joyous Pics for more fun photos!

Battle Against Darkness

2006-11-04T07:55:00.000-07:00

I was driving one early morning this week to meet with my Bible study for an early morning rendezvous. On my way, I was driving west, towards the beautiful Rocky Mountains. At one point, I started driving north and was driving along the brink line between light and darkness. It was actually surreal to think about. That my driving line matched up perfectly with the sun's perpetual battle against the darkness. I mean, there were black and grey menacing clouds to the west and brilliant sunlight shining from the east. The sun is always chasing away the darkness.

Then it hit me...the Son's perpetual battle against the darkness must be even more dramatic to see.

I see it every day within me. I see it when I encounter my co-workers, my family and friends...in politics, on TV--everywhere! Then I was absolutely filled with peace to know that this battle was already decided by the sacrifice of Jesus Christ on the cross. That dark hour echoed into eternity and defeated the evil one forever.

forever.

Forever.

FOrever.

FORever.

FOREver.

FOREVer.

FOREVEr.

FOREVER.

FOREVER!

It was astounding to remember that I am the daughter of the Lord of all. I pray that you, too, can remember this fact. This journey need not be dark. His brilliance will shine into Your life despite the darkness trying to penetrate into any crevasse it can find. (In fact, it cannot live in any other place but crevasses). Keep the grace of the Son shining in all areas of your life and darkness will not overcome.

Nerf Football

2006-10-25T17:16:00.000-06:00

So, I pretty much have re-discovered an old love for playing in the yard with something so basic, it's hard to imagine I'd forget it--a NERF FOOTBALL! It's been so great playing with the kiddos in the front yard with the silly thing! We kick it, throw it as far as we can to see if someone will catch it, hike it, and just chase each other around with it. Lucky for us, we live right next to an open green belt with plenty of running room!

In case you forgot, the Nerf football is where it's at. Peace out, yo.

Pumpkin Patch

2006-10-22T13:23:00.000-06:00

We had such a wonderful time going to the pumpkin patch and picking out our pumpkins to carve for Halloween! The kids were hysterical...all playing and jumping around, and searching all over for the best pumpkin! I think everyone found exactly what they were looking for to carve! Check out some of the fun pics and videos!

new pics

2006-10-16T15:59:00.000-06:00

Check out Joyous Pics to see some new posts....including Isaiah's First Day of School and the Awkward Bunch. I will post the Pumpkin Patch stuff on there soon as well!

The Awkward Brunch

2006-10-15T08:20:00.000-06:00

As a celebration of Jennifer's 25th birthday, the appropriate theme of the day of AWKWARD! The whole morning party from morning smoothies (including vodka!!! :-S) to New Kids on the Block videos and ridiculous outfits all started the day with Awkward style.

Our brunch eating experience was much like the circus where 50 clowns are all packed into one vehicle. We sat so scrunched together, I could have fed my neighbors if I veared the fork to left or right a little too much. But, it was a lot of fun, and Jennifer even got to take a picture with some great Denver officers. All in all, the awkward brunch was a success! HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNIFER!! (P.S. You can go to the link and see more pics of this birthday celebration!!

Grey's Anatomy

2006-10-13T12:11:00.000-06:00

I just love this show! Wow...I didn't think it could happen...me actually looking forward to TV on Thursday nights!

Hi everyone...

2006-10-12T08:30:00.000-06:00

Okay, I know, I know...this blog has come to a screeching hault as of late, but listen...there's hope on the horizon. I will get my act together soon, and will be updating more frequently. In the mean time, what's going on with nucs in Korea? Did you hear Johnny Cupcakes got some new merch on the site? Also, I hear that this Friday is the erie 13th? Kinda cool that I'll be working at the Town of Erie on Friday the 13th!

Well, anyhow...that's all for now! Catch you on the flip-side, yo!

The MASSIVE UPDATE

2006-09-29T21:55:00.000-06:00

Okay, so I've been really bad about keeping this updated, and now you're getting the Reader's Digest version of my life update!

The fall foliage in Colorado is surprisingly stunning this year. I'm not sure why the fall is actually beautiful to me for the first time in a long time, but perhaps I'm not minding it so much because it hasn't gotten really cold yet. I can't stand the cold...or the snow for that matter. Thankfully, it'll still be in the 80's this weekend...but I know that won't last long. I was really struck by the awesomeness of the beautiful purples, reds, and yellows bursting forth from the tree in the Dolph's front yard. It's just breath-taking. This pic doesn't do it justice by any means! Just take my word for it...or come over and see!

Also, I got to go see David Crowder & Third Day!! The concert was SO MUCH fun with my mom, my lil' sis Manda, and Karin. We rocked out to some amazing music, and I just felt totally connect to the Lord again. I'm so very impressed at how music can touch us so deeply...when nothing else seems to re-connect us with Him. It's so very cool when you can sing to God at the top of your lungs, "You are my joy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Nothing else seems to matter than pushing out every ounce of breath in my lungs to sing to God.

"And He set me on fire. I am burning alive. With His breath in my lungs, I am coming undone. And He set me on fire. I am burning alive. With His breath in my lungs, I am coming undone. And I cannot hold it in, remain composed. Love's taken over me, so I purpose the Letting Myself Go. I am letting myself go. You are my joy, you are my joy, you are my joy, you are my JOY!!!!"

And now for a brief intermission in this long blog entry...sit back, watch, and ENJOY!

Now, if you really want to enjoy some Crowder...how about this beautiful worship classic...

Okay, back to the update...
I got to go to a new Mexican Super Mercado (Super Market for you non-Spanish speakers) with my mom and sis. It was so much fun! I enjoyed the trip thoroughly...and it even inspired us to try cooking some good ol' authentic food. I was reminded of the terrible Salvadorian soup Sarah and I ate during the Spanish Safari (which made us sick for 4 days) because of the "fresh cat fish" available in the meat section. I really appreciated the whole aisle dedicated to Cup O Noodles...it was enormous. I tried making bunuellos (stuffed hot pockets with cheese and/or beans). I have to admit, they were pretty good! Everyone ate them up! I'm sure Grandma would have some constructive criticism, but regardless...it was fun to hang out and cook with my mom and sister. We also tried our hand at making yucca (a root). In Bolivia, we'd eat this very regularly...it's kinda like french fries, but BETTER! I still haven't mastered getting them just like Boliv, but I'll keep trying. We got to have an awesome fajita dinner with all the yummy sides to enjoy! Maybe some day I'll be as good as my Grandma! ;-)

Other cool news of note: my mom got her second nomination for Employee of the Month for August! Good job mama. We got to see her picture mounted up on the wall at work, and we were all so proud!

Two more things, and we'll wrap this update on life up...check out how absolutely cute my friend Mikey is riding with my mom at the store. I mean, if this doesn't just melt your heart, I don't know what would! He's so cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We found the finishing touches on his Halloween costume. If you couldn't guess already, he's going to be Leonardo from the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (of course!). We found his swords for the costume. They had to have "cases" to slide into or else they wouldn't do...talk about accessorizing!!

And finally...because I love sunsets so much, I thought I'd include a cool one from this week just to say...I love You Lord. And I lift my heart...to worship You. Sometimes the beauty of Your creation takes my breath away. Sometimes I don't understand the reasons behind Your will...or Your glory for that matter...but You still let me participate in this idea of LOVE. Lord Jesus, You redeem me. You save me. You want me to worship Your Father...You help me remain close to Your Father. Your Spirit fills my emptiness, and I feel restored again. Thank You God for Your love. Amen.

An Incredible Story

2006-09-15T22:42:00.000-06:00

As most of you know, I live with a wonderful family, the Dolphs. Since I've become a roommate with this family, I have grown a special fondness and awe of the beauty I see in each one of these amazing people...a beauty that can only come from the Lord. I've learned SO much about living among family and friends and what it means to care and love one another with deep sincerity. Amazingly enough, I see this in many ways--from the loving relationship that has created this family...all the way down to the youngest of the four children, Mikey.

My heart pretty much melts every time I have an interaction with this "little man" as we have fondly nicknamed him. The latest outpouring of love that comes from this guy comes in the form of his daily greetings to me as I come home. Nearly every time I step foot into the house, I hear from all depths of the house, "Hi Jo-oi, is that you?!" I usually yell back, "Hi Mikey!" He stops whatever it was that he was doing and comes to greet me with a huge *hug* and a phrase along the lines, "I missed you so much!" I can't help it....I just MELT at the cuteness factor.

Needless to say, Mikey is so curious about God. Being four and all only contributes to this deep desire to learn about Jesus Christ and His sacrifice. I have been SO moved by his passion to hear stories from the Bible, to try to wrap his mind around why Jesus was killed on the cross (even though He followed all the rules He was supposed to follow), and his passion to learn from his parents and me on the subject. He can ask about God in a way that makes any believer excited about being a follower of Jesus Christ! He asks the questions every evangelist prays to have brought up in a conversation. Even if he asks me to read the Bible at an inopportune time, I cannot say no! There's no way I can let someone who's asking to hear from God's life-breathed Word be denied the chance to commune with His Lord. If my day is too busy to miss the opportunity to help foster the seedling relationship between a boy and His Lord, then my priorities are totally distorted. If my heart is too hardened to open up to the opportunity to learn from a child, then my values will never grow into the likeness of Christ.

I love where I'm at right now...it's a place I never thought I'd get, but clearly God is good, and He carries us along the way.

Steve's Passing

2006-09-09T22:15:00.000-06:00

I have to admit...I'm pretty sad that Steve Irwin has passed away so abruptly. I don't know why it's so striking that he died the way he did, but for some reason, he had this invincible nature about him. Nothing seemed too crazy for him to attempt. Even so, what he was doing wasn't all that dangerous...at least compared to some of the stunts he's lived through!

Regardless, it's just made me ponder the shortness of life, and the importance of being appreciative of what's been given to you. I know how easy it is to look at what you don't have, wish for more, feel deprived for some reason, etc. However, I've seen more and more that looking at those aspects of life can be so blinding of the Lord's SPLENDOR that is sitting before you. It's so startling to think about how driven we all are by materialism...myself included. I just want to stand up and scream..."GOD WANTS US TO KNOW HIM!!! HE DOESN'T CARE WHAT KIND OF CLOTHES WE WEAR OR IF WE'VE GOT THE LATEST FASHION! WE DON'T NEED THE WORLD'S APPROVAL TO KNOW THAT WE ARE LOVED BY CHRIST ETERNALLY!"

Somehow, I can never manage to get that one straight myself. Perhaps I can be a part of that revolution the Lord is trying to ignite within us all...I pray that this is true.

New Music and LOVE

2006-09-02T15:03:00.000-06:00

So, here's a few songs that have been influencing me:

Leeland's new Sound of Melodies

SuperChic[k]'s Stand in the Rain

and of course....

David Crowder's Wholly Your's

I'm re-learning how much God's in love with me...and vice versa. This music seems to help me remember some important facts about the love of Jesus Christ. It's infinite, eternal, transcends any other power or force of the world, captivates all minds and hearts of the human race, without it, we don't exist.

I think sometimes that I am unlovable, but really that's so far from the truth. I just need to remember...all you need is love.

A good friend also shared with me something pretty cool to think about...
Women/girls are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. Most men/boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they sometimes take the apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy. The apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right person to come along, the one who is brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree.

Pluto, my new favorite dwarf planet???

2006-09-01T21:49:00.000-06:00

Anyone else upset that the International Astronomical Union kicked out over 9th and smallest planet from the status of 'planet'??? I mean, honestly folks....do we really have so much time on our hands that these guys can sit around for over a week and decide that it shouldn't be called a planet??

Who does that?

Well, aparently, it's a big deal for over 2,500 scientists from 75 different countries. Now, if we focused the brain power of say half of those scientists to something that actually mattered like curing cancers, finding help for those with AIDS, teaching the disadvantaged and illerate to read...wouldn't we all feel just a little bit better about 1,250 scientists sitting around argueing about whether Pluto should be called a planet?

Now, I'm wondering how many of these scientists were paid off by book publishing companies who endorsed the change in name in order to republish books for $$$$. That's right...probably another conspiracy...or maybe not.

Rocky Ford's Famous Watermelon Day

2006-08-27T10:44:00.000-06:00

One of my dear mom's claims to fame is creating a drawing of her high school mascot...the Rocky Ford Meloneers!! Now, back in the day, no one knew what a Meloneer was, exactly, so she helped to put a face on the name. I'm not sure if this is her drawing, or if it's been updated in the last 30 some years, but take a look:When I think about my childhood, I have fond memories of taking trips down to southeastern Colorado to Rocky Ford...a small town about 50 miles out of Pueblo. Now, when I say small...I mean SMALL. The only place to eat there is Pizza Hut or Sonic. Not even a McDonald's. Now, if you drive about 10 miles south, you can find a few more luxuries like a Village Inn and Wal-Mart, but don't get too excited, La Junta isn't big either. When I go there, I feel this responsibility to spend as much money as I can in order to help their economy. It may not be much money, but it's more than they'd get normally anyhow. To put things into perspective...you can buy a HOUSE for anywhere between $20,000-$80,000. Nope, that's not a typo...$20k will get you a 3 bedroom, 2 bathroom ranch-style house. It'll be a little work to get it in shape, but honestly, that wouldn't cost too much either!!

Now, I'm not exactly sure what made me want to go to Rocky Ford for the 129th Annual Arkansas Valley Fair, but I just had a hankerin' to go down for the weekend with my family. So, we all piled up into the stylish mini-van for a 4 1/2 hour drive. The rain during our drive was horrific...both ways!

But we made it, and we got to see lots of family that we hadn't seen in nearly 8 years! It was so strange!! It was great to see familiar faces though, and not so familiar faces (like meeting new cousins, a new wife of a cousin, etc.). A face I won't forget though was one of those strangers in a crowd. The long flowing locks immediately grabbed my attention...yes, an MIA (Mullett In Action). Next, the facial hair added an unique twist of Red Neck-age that I hadn't ever seen before. Check out this work of beauty:

Yes, yes.....

I know....INCREDIBLE!

Anyhow, before we actually went to the Watermelon Day gathering, we went to breakfast at this relic cafe. Let's just say that restaurants try to 're-make' the atmosphere of this cafe. When my family (all of us city folk) walk in, everyone just turns around and stares at us all. It was quite un-nerving at first, but then we got a table and they all stopped staring at us. The decore is literally still hanging from the 60's. Nothing has probably changed there in over 30 years (including the owner). HOWEVER, the food and service were outstanding! I had the most amazing biscuits & gravy with hasbrowns and bacon EVER. You look around and the place is filled with farmers, cowboys, and folks without teeth...and the bar area is prestine and exactly how any breakfast cafe should serve its delicious classic, home-style feast. I mananged to catch a few shots from our time there....check this out...the Lone Cowboy as I like to call it:

Notice the original upholstry on the chairs. Yup...that's just amazing!

Now, the rest of the day was full of corndogs, carnival rides, and of course, watermelon! We got to spend time as a family, and it was totally great! It was a perfect little get-away for the weekend, and I would suggest everyone should take time to get back to their family's roots every now and again. I also claimed lots of cows, sheep, goats, horses, etc. during the continual game of "All my cows (fill in the appropriate animal name)!!!" I got an awesome t-shirt that says, "Rocky Ford, Colorado...World's Melon Capital." I really wanted the shirt that said, "Rocky Ford, Colorado...Small Town, Big Melons," but they were all out of that one. Maybe next time...

CUPCAKES!

2006-08-22T12:36:00.000-06:00

DOING WHAT YOU LOVE!

So, here's a cool cat who's managed to make his art into clothing and wearable merchandise! I think this is one of the coolest things ever! Go see Johnny's Cupcakes QUICK! My favorites are the Panda and the Statue of Liberty, but there are many to choose from! Which is your favorite??

I hope to do this kinda cool stuff someday...

Speaking of cupcakes, I think I'm going to make some today! YUM!!

The Devil Wears Prada

2006-08-21T16:58:00.000-06:00

So, I got to see The Devil Wears Prada this weekend. I admit, I have not read the book, so I am of little expertise to describe the differences or "pros/cons" of the movie vs. the book. However, I would have to give the movie a 3.5 out of 5 stars. It was entertaining...but I still have a hard time seeing a person's life focus be on things such as shoes/bags/jewelry, etc. It was kinda sickening to think about...truly. But oh well...the movie is just a movie.

But, let's just *really* think about how fashion plays a role in our lives...reallly.

My Pictures up-loaded!

2006-08-19T17:38:00.001-06:00

Go here to find pictures I find the time to post!

Enjoy!

feeling beat down...

2006-08-17T18:08:00.000-06:00

today, i feel tired of myself. ever have those days when you're like, "self...just go away." that's what today's about.

i forgot to put the emergency break on my car in the parking lot. it rolled...bumping into another car. "how far did it roll," you ask? well, i would estimate about 10 yards-leaving a scratch on my BRAND SPANKING NEW bumper that was just fixed due to another accident of bumping (not my fault though).

good news...didn't see any damage on the other car. but, still made me want to kick myself.

*sigh*

life...

Accents

2006-08-16T12:14:00.000-06:00

I just had to throw this out there for everyone...

FACT: I absolutely LOVE accents when people speak! It's like an amazing button that someone pushes inside of me...and I melt. It can make the most physically unattractive person become gorgeous--all of a sudden. With the movement of their tongue, words come out of their mouth, and BANGO! Instant beauty.

However, this made me realize how shallow I really can be! I mean, God sees us for all of our beautiful parts...and even the parts that aren't so beautiful are gorgeous to Him. This is *really* how I want to see people.

Lord, give me your eyes that I might learn how to love as You do. Christ, send Your Holy Spirit so that I can have the foresight to love wholly and not piece-meal.

Amen.

911 Cover Up

2006-08-11T21:50:00.000-06:00

Loose Change 2nd Edition -
Korey Rowe / Dylan Avery / Jason Bermas

After sitting and watching this whole movie, my stomach lurches at the thought of our government "creating" 9/11. However, I'm not dumb...something seemed fishy from the beginning. When I hear that companies such as Exxon Mobil are bringing in 414.54 Billion dollars year (more than 1 Billion dollars PER DAY), you have to wonder who's benefitting from our war-time ecomony.

I'm not saying that I believe this video documentary as 100% legitimate information or THE TRUTH...I'm just saying, they bring up some really INTERESTING points that need to be examined further. And yet, who do we have 'examine' them? Honestly, the government can't be trusted for such a task. Can anyone say they would not have a biased opinion when it comes to the investigation of a multi-billion dollar roose created by the US government called September 11th? I think not...

Perhaps we'll never know what really happened, but did you ever wonder how the passengers of the planes could make phone calls from their cell phones while flying thousands of feet in the air? My cell phone NEVER works on a plane...the battery dies because it spends the entire flight searching for service!

Just something to think about....

a little more turtle action

2006-08-07T17:20:00.000-06:00

I know, I know...I'm obsessed, but here's a little more awesomeness in terms of TURTLES!

A little old school...

A little new school...

FUN TRIP TO CALIFORNIA!

2006-08-07T16:44:00.000-06:00

So, I just got in from a lovely and fantastic trip to California....Coronado was beautiful! I loved the weather...just my style ~75-80 degrees and a light breeze! I loved the beach...really my style~boarding and body surfing in the awesome waves! I loved playing in the pool...absolutely my style~a little volleyball game, laughing with friends, and being in the sun.

I decided after my trip, being a flight attendant is really not all that it's cracked up to be. I gotta find a different line of work. I did this really cool drawing for my flight attendant though. She said she might even get it as a tattoo! Talk about unexpected! It was cool...she suggested I become a tattoo artist! Wouldn't THAT be interesting??!!??

AMAZING!

2006-07-31T09:47:00.000-06:00

So last night, my dear friends Karin and Matt let me come with them to Estes Park to the Chris Tomlin and David Crowder Band concert. Let me just begin by saying, I don't always do so well in events that are full of my dear brothers and sisters...perhaps it's just the American-ized version of Christianity we've created. But, nevertheless, I always come away from an evening with Crowder, Tomlin and Louie Giglio SO refreshed.

By the grace of God, these men have dedicated their lives unto His service...and allow the Holy Spirit to work through them so incredibly. I am so thankful for the opportunity to worship the Living God right along side with these guys...and the thousands of folks surrounding me!

If you ever get the chance to see these guys, JUMP ON IT!

Check this out!

2006-07-28T09:40:00.000-06:00

As I sit and think of all the things I've accomplished during my "no job" phase of life, I've realized I have a lot of time on my hands....perhaps too much time. Now, mind you, when you check out this link, you might think I could be worse when it comes to having too much time on my hands.

These guys are pretty cool though!

A little disappointed

2006-07-27T12:59:00.000-06:00

Well everyone, I beat the final level...Donatello vs. Shedder. I have to admit, I am a little disappointed in the lack of excitement there was in beating the arch rival of our Turtle brothers. There was little excitement or hoo-rah for beating it. I did however unlock some additional characters and get a password to make Donatello's costume change.

When I told my cousin Vicki that I beat the game, she started laughing and said, "Stop playing Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles and go get a job!" *laugh* I was thinking the same thing.

I just had to let you all know that I managed to defeat Shredder and I'll be going back into the game as Leonardo next. Wish me luck!

Sitting too long=Bad for my back

2006-07-25T13:07:00.000-06:00

Sorry for not keeping things up to date lately....I've just not had the stamina to stay seated in front of a computer long enough to write a message on this little blog. However, two things of pressing importance have come to me. 1. A renewed commitment to Christ and 2. Beating the last stage of the Game Cube's version of Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles. Now, you might be thinking the latter is not all that important, but let me show you how these two items relate.

I have been in what you could call a spiritual rut or valley. I hate using these words because they do not quite capture what it's like to be living life feeling disconnected from the Truth....the one True being in your life. I keep on doubting the message I'm "hearing" from God about my future. Am I hearing this, or is there something else that is speaking to me about what I should do now after surgery? A couple things are true....I'm much better two weeks after surgery, but I need to make sure I stay healthy. And secondly, I need to find a job ASAP....which allows me to stay healthy (so, a desk job is a little rough). Now, being in a valley doesn't really allow for a whole lot of trust when it comes to listening to the Lord in prayer or in His Word. I confess, I've lost trust in myself; which is one of the worst things one can allow to happen with one's self. BUT, one thing I have learned while playing through the TMNT game is that teamwork is essential. That is, I must count on those around me to help me see past what's in front of me. Most times, I know that my perspective is a pretty selfish one at best, and I need others to help remind me of other issues going on around me and even broader around the world. For example, I always feel so behind on knowing what's happening with Israel and Lebanon. I can, however, pray for resolution, removal of racism, and for Christ to be the RULER of HEARTS in that land.

Now, can Christ be the Ruler of my heart? Let it be true! This Sunday I was praying in mass, and I asked the Lord to forgive me for my lazy behavior with respect to meeting with Him...and for the first time in a long time, I wanted to glorify my Lord....to serve Him with all my heart....and to love boldly for Him--telling others how He's my King, my Lord, and even my friend in hopes of living eternity with Him. If I'm not telling all those around me about Jesus Christ being Lord, I will never glorify His name. Now, this doesn't always have to come in the form of spoken words, but it can also be communicated through actions of love, this silly little blog, and especially in prayer. I felt so wonderful having realized this again....

Anyhow, this leads me to the second thought in my head...Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles have always been a fav-since childhood. Now, I'm finally in the last stage of beating this crazy little game on Game Cube. If anyone has any secrets on how to complete the final level, please LET ME KNOW! I can get to the fifth level within the last stage (there are seven), so I'm getting close.

:-)

Thanks for letting me share!